I’ve exhausted the internet? I’ve exhausted my life?
Usually, I wake up early in the morning (earlier lately) so I can have an hour or so to myself in the morning before having to enter the real world. As an only child who lives with someone (who I dearly, dearly love) I need a little Jessy time, it’s for recharging and recentering and blah blah blah. I spend it screwing around on the internet, looking for apartments and jobs in Chicago and Austin, doing a little extra contextual reading for my classes, checking email, facebook, checking for freelance leads, etc etc etc
(Is it still cool to use lolcats? I’m not hip, I still think the chocolate rain guy is funny)
Well this morning, I woke up and realized that even though the internet is seemingly infinite in its vastness, I’ve kind-of exhausted everything I usually do. I’ve got my routine down to about five minutes, which leaves the rest of my Jessy mornings to…yoga? No, because I’ll get all sweaty before school. Getting ready for school? Yeah, but that only takes about twenty minutes, I’m pretty low main.
Well, obviously it leaves that extra time for blogging. Durhan.
But that leads me to the horrifying thought that perhaps I’ve exhausted blogging topics. Which leads me to the even more horrifying thought that I’ve exhausted my life. Because what is going on now is still what is going on when last I wrote (freaking out about school, loving neko case, having huge, frizzy hair) and to write about it again would be breaking an unspoken blog of honor code (something about thou shalt not write about the same thing lest thou borest thy two readers).
How depressing. Is my life that boring? Am I misspending my Jessy time? Should I be using it to, like, join organizations? Plant trees? Or, heaven forbid, work?
I guess I just need to get better at writing about the minutiae of my life? Like thoughts and stuff and not just greater themes?
I’ll start now:
- Man, I am going to get some Starbucks today. Because talking about Hume and Kant for two and a half hours is going to make me sleepy.
- I wish I lived in an apartment with a fitness center. ‘Cause free step on wii fit is getting old, ya’ll
…okay still need a little work.
